It’s been a long, hot, muggy, and lazy day. Bay Bay and I have been lying in bed all day watching Season 2 of True Blood. I’m currently waiting for supper to get done for I am about to starve. Baked Italian Chicken, Baked Beans, Rice, Fried Oakra, and Tater Tots. I am about to DIE it smells so good.

Class Night went pretty well.

Cheyenne actually laughed at all of my family up in the stands and said: “Look at all of your family, and that’s not even all of’em!” LOL. I am so happy to have the people I call family in my life. Yeah, they may drive me completely bonkers most of the time, but I would honestly be no where without them all. I love you guys, and thank you so much for supporting me through all that I do. :)

Now, all that’s left is Graduation night which is this Friday. I can’t even believe it. It finally hit me tonight when I was walking. I cannot WAIT. :P

I am shaking I am so angry.

Oh. My. Goodness. OHHHHHHHH. I need to ask the good Lord for strength to not to flip out.

arukoru:

I’m more than stressed out right now and my mind is just whirring

• My uncle Lee is terminally ill. His oxygen levels are dropping and not coming back up. He’s on ventilation, and under the care of Hospice. He is on so much morphine that his moods are violent. They keep upping his doses of…

I’ll pray immensely for you, Elizabeth. I know the effects of cancer and hospice. I don’t know the details on what happened with Becky and ya’ll, but I will pray nonetheless. My family sends their best wishes as well. We love you! 

I got Bay Bay into True Blood.

We started all the way from the first season. :D I forgot how hot Bill and Eric were. ;p

I graduate next Friday. It hasn’t hit me yet. It’s time to get a serious job and start helping around. Oh! We’re moving. More than likely. Hoooooahhhh! :D

I won’t even care,
No,
   no,
I won’t.

I won’t even glance your way
No,
   no,
I won’t.

I won’t even think of you
No,
   no,
I won’t.

Everything I just said was a lie
Yes,
   Yes,
I will do everything I said I wouldn’t.  

The Way, The Truth, The Life

“I am the Way, the Truth, and the LIfe. No man cometh unto the Father but by Me.” John 14:6

A man boarded a bus in Chicago planning to go to Detroit. After traveling long, the bus arrived in Kansas City. Alas! The man had taken the wrong bus. 

Many people are planning to go  to Heaven, but it is of tremendous importance that they take the right way. Traveling through life is not enough. We must be sure we are on the right road. 

Thomas, the disciple, wanted to be sure he knew the right way to Heaven. One day he asked Jesus: “How can we know the way?” To this Jesus replied: “I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life.” Jesus is the Way. He prepared for all the world the way to Heaven by taking upon Himself the sin of the world. But more, Jesus is the Truth. He is the trustworthy Way. The one who trusts in Him for forgiveness with not be deceived. And Jesus is the Life. He won eternal life for all the world and offers it without money and without price to all.

Jesus is the only Way, the only Truth, the only Life. “No man cometh unto the Father but by Me,” says Jesus. There is but one Way to Heaven, and that is Jesus, who died to win for all forgiveness of sin, life, and salvation. 

Let us look to Jesus always as the Way, trust Him as the Truth, and cling to Him as the Life.

Lord Jesus, help us to know the Way, keep us in the Truth, and give us Life now and eternally. Amen.

Page 10 of “Meditations from Portals of Prayer” A book I will finish before I go home tomorrow. 

These two snot nosed teenagers are going to get it. They are so disrespectful and so… OH MY GOSH. It’s like I want to pull my hair out and slap both of them with a hot spatula. Oh Lord, have mercy. One more day, ONE. MORE. DAY. Lord, let me pray for peace of mind in this house, as well as for these youngins. 

I had a dream of a slovenly man
He was hunched over in a very
obscure way of what looked like
focusing

I approached this man out of curiosity
for he captured my attention by the
slight wrinkles in his brow and the bridge
of his nose bent down

There was an innocence about him
that stuck my heart in a way left
feeling nothing but sorrow and
happiness

I lightly touched his shoulder
and he turned my way and his eyes
were so blank and so dull that I drew
a breath to steady myself

He gripped my hands in pleading
as if I was the only one who could
help him in his time of need
Yet, I had nothing to offer the man

I searched his eyes for any kind of
hope, yet found nothing but plead
and fright.

I woke up in a haze for I know not
what this dream had meant
Who was the man who searched frantically
for help and reason?  

talk-about-humorous:

Lol retreat!!!

I. AM. SITTING. HERE. DYING. OH MY GOOOOOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

(Source: eevie-van)

Poor Tumblr,

I will be more than likely posting something every 15-30 minutes. I will be expressing my fear, paranoia, freaking out-ness, and complete boredom to you for everyone is asleep right now, I’m sure of. Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. 

I seriously wish I would have brought my headphones and my iPod. Oh my goodness, don’t I wish I would have brought that. :(((((((((((((( I’m hearing noises and I’m getting paranoid and AHHH, I knew this was going to happen. I knew I would start freaking out. ~cries~

I’m sweating to death on this couch, although the air conditioner is on full blast. I’m hunched over making sure not to look into the darkness of the room next to us. I’m literally terrified of what I will see. I’m making sure to keep myself occupied for the long, long hours to come. Bay Bay’s computer gives me a sense of security as well as a sense of relief. She’s knocked out now, for she has to get up at around 5:00 in the morning for school. I ended up getting into it with Amber and she ended up pissing me off royally. She’s definitely not happy with me at the moment, and I can already tell that our little argument ended our whole chance of communicating anymore while I’m here. I had to pray to the Lord to give me some kind of strength to not go off on her and call her every name in the book. It’s going to be a long night with Bay Bay’s laptop. I’m ready. Just Lord please, please,  please don’t let any ghosts or anything touch me, or grab me, or possess me or all of a sudden pop out at me. I honestly don’t think my heart can take it. 

I’m going to seriously get no sleep at all tonight.

I am going to be petrified of ghosts and spirits and dark entities. I see no sleep for me for the next couple of days. I already have to sleep in the living room with all of the lights on, the tv on, and the volume turned up. No siree will Allison be sleeping in the dark. OHHOHOHOHOHOOOOO NO.