Ally-Bo-Bally for ya!

I’m staying strong with the strength of the Lord.

<3 

I feel so amazing.

I love the feeling of being loved, needed, and wanted. <3 

I just layed on my 20 conditions of Marriage to Davey.

libbymillerp:

missallysweetness:

Since he practically BEGGED/FORCED me to agree to marry him. :P Hah, I love you doofus. <3 :*

 Did it go like this?

• Don’t bother me while I’m visiting my shrine of you.
• Don’t walk in on me while going poo.
• Don’t leave your slob everywhere when we live together one day.
• Talk about how much I’m a wonderful person all times of the day.
• Make me Ramen noodles when I don’t want to cook.
• … stuff like that?

lol, just kidding, I love you Allisona.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! It SHOULD have went like that. XD And… SH-SH-SHRINE?! What in the devil are you speaking of? You act like I’m obsessed…. ~Sighs~ 

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I just layed on my 20 conditions of Marriage to Davey.

Since he practically BEGGED/FORCED me to agree to marry him. :P Hah, I love you doofus. <3 :*

Rest in Peace Aunt Debbie.

God has welcomed you to his home today. Today is also your birthday. You came into this world on this day, and God has brought you home on this day. We’re all hurting right now, but we all know that you are in a much better place. We will miss you forever, and we will continue to love and cherish you, and the memories we have will always be embedded into our hearts. 

Prayer Requests?

I can’t even begin to describe what’s going on in my brain. I’m taking it one day at a time, and I know that I will surely be praying my behind off. I’ll pray for my two Great Aunts who are fighting cancer. I’m just going to use Aunt, instead of Great Aunt because.. that’s difficult. My aunt Debbie went from having a month to live.. to a week last night, and today they said that she only had one or two days because her condition worsens every minute. The adults are trying to get to North Myrtle Beach to see her, and it’s just hectic right now. She went from having Breast cancer, to the cancer spreading throughout her whole body. I can’t even begin to imagine the suffering that she must be going through. My other aunt Teresa, found out about a week ago that she had liver cancer. The doctors say that they only give her a month to live. Although, that might also change. I’m praying for them. As well as their families, my family, and the families of others who are suffering and who have lost loved ones because of this demon we call C A N C E R. I’m also praying for those who are fighting it. I pray that you live long and well as you continue to prosper against this evil. 

I also pray for those who are fighting in general. I’m praying for those who have had the risky surgeries, the battle wounds, the other deadly diseases. I’m praying for those who are laying in the hospital who don’t really know what is going on and is as confused as the rest of us. I’m praying for God to answer all the prayers that come His way. I know that sorrow will cause such a burden on your shoulders, but people must Believe in Him. The Lord is your refuge and your salvation. Always know and remember that. He is always there to listen and to hold you. He will guide you through these trivial times and He will make sure you make it through. The road to happiness is a long one, one with many bumps in the road, one with many obstacles that stand in your way, and one where there are people who are going to try and stop you from making it to happiness. 

You won’t allow those to stop you from finding happiness. The Lord is always there to lend a helping hand and to listen to you; whether you are crying, whether you are happy, whether you are sad, whether you are angry. He is always there. God does not discriminate and He sees everyone equal. The Lord has a plan for everyone and everything. He would never give you such a burden if He knew you would not be able to handle it. You are aching and hurting and crying your eyes out right now. God knows exactly how hurt you are, for He is hurting as well. He also knows that you will make it, and you will soon be able to find a sense of calmness, as well as a sense of peace somewhere down the road. He knows you are able to handle the tragedy that is going on in your life. He knows that you are a strong individual. He has helped you all the ways that He knows how and He will always be there when you need Him the most. God listens to everyone. He is there to help you prosper against the evils in this world and He will always be there to show you that you can be strong — you need to believe, to hope, to have faith, and to pray that the Lord loves you and He knows exactly what you are going through.

Our Lord. Our Salvation. Our Savior. Our Father. Our Love. Our King. He is there to love, to guide, to listen, to help, to save, to care, to take away all your pain. He may not take all of your pain right away, and you may hurt for a long time, but know that your heart does not go unnoticed. The Lord will always hurt, just as you do. Just always know that you are not alone. There is always someone who loves you just as much as you love. Someone who cares for you, just as much as you care. Someone who hurts with you, just as much as you hurt. He will always be there. Never lose hope, never lose faith and never, EVER lose love for our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. 

I love you so much, Aunt Debbie and Aunt Teresa. I may not have shown it much throughout the years, but I know that wherever this road takes you, you will always have a home in the Lord’s house. You will always be welcomed. We may all miss and love you after you are gone, but our memories and love stay forever in our hearts. 
Jesse Beam, you are a great kid. Full of life and energy. Your mom and your dad love you so much. You’re fighting for your life right now, for unknown reasons. No one knows why. I heard that it just sprang up on you suddenly. I remember babysitting you and you would be the sweetest kid ever. You ARE the sweetest kid every. You keep fighting, bud. Your mom is there by your side every day. Never give up, and know that God is always watching out for you. We all love you!
My Davey. You had a major heart surgery, which included bypass. You have had trouble sleeping and they are putting you on a heart monitor. I want you to know that I am so proud of you. You are strong and you have come such a long way. This surgery has put you down a ways, but you are a strong individual whom tons of people love and care for. God is always there watching over you and He loves you. I love you Davey. You will be 1000000% well in a few months, I hope. I’m sure.  Never give up.

To all whom I don’t know personally, again- always know that the Lord is watching over you. He will be there with you through it all and He suffers too. He hates seeing his children hurt, angry, sad. Just always know that someone is there for you. :)

<3

“Love is a rhythm of two hearts beating
Pounding out a message, steady and true
Talk to me baby, tell me what you’re feeling
I know what love is, what’s it to you?”  

libbymillerp:

missallysweetness:

libbymillerp:

missallysweetness:

He’s definitely worth not sleeping. <3

You’re still up too? I’ve been on Tumblr because I’m a Tumble weed. 

Tumble weed? Is that what they’re calling Tumblr people now a days? XD

That’s what I call it atleast, I don’t know. 

It’s catchy. I like it. :P But yes, I am up. Davey wants to talk to me all day, so. I’m going to see how long I can tough it out. Hahah. What about you? What are you up to this time of night?

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libbymillerp:

missallysweetness:

He’s definitely worth not sleeping. <3

You’re still up too? I’ve been on Tumblr because I’m a Tumble weed. 

Tumble weed? Is that what they’re calling Tumblr people now a days? XD

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What a wonderful night and onto morning. :3

He’s definitely worth not sleeping. <3

My lack of sleep is going to catch up to me one day. I didn’t get any sleep last night.

I tossed and turned and I got to the point where I just layed there. I layed there and I just stared at my ceiling. I didn’t want to get on the computer, for I had gotten off because I was upset. So I layed there and I had a conversation with The Lord. I ranted on and on to Him about everything and everyone and how I felt. I told Him that I didn’t understand how I was feeling, how I could feel so many different emotions at once. I asked Him if He could help me prevail through all the hardships that face me. I told Him how selfish I felt. How incredibly selfish it was for me to think of no one but myself. I cried the hardest I’ve ever cried in a long time. I felt like a small weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. I asked Him if things will get better and if I should keep my head up. I cried while I talked about my Aunt Debbie and her fighting cancer and a brain tumor. I cried about David and how I wish I could reach into his soul, his mind, his heart and just make him feel so much better. I wish I could take away all the negativity that he holds. I cried for my papa who won’t stop drinking. The doctor has flat out told him that if he doesn’t stop, he’ll die. I cried for my mama and my daddy for struggling so much so that my brother, sister, and I live well. I cried for everything and everyone. I cried for me in hopes that I will be able to see life clearly and understand the meaning as to what life really means. I want to be a better person. I told The Lord that I didn’t quite understand why things happened the way they did. Why people meet people. What significance are the people in my life? I hope to one day figure out why all of the people in my life are important to me. Why everything happens. I hope to understand the plan of The Lord and follow suit. I have a long way to go, but I’ll make it and I’ll keep a positive head. I’m not done crying yet, so bear with me. I still have tears left and I’ll continue to not hold anything back.